Alhamdulillah,
Today I am officially 18. Many things had happened in my life. There's time where I feel like I am at the top where nothing seem to be impossible to get. The part of me that was selfish and arrogant which cant bother with anything that happen around me. Where I don't think of anyone else other than me. But there's time where I am down on my knee with no hope. Feeling that life is killing me and there is no escape. Through out this 18 years many obstacle I had encounter. Loving someone and being love, hated and rejected by others, enjoying wonderful time with friends, discovering new enemies, meeting new people and a lot more.
School life have many memories, memories that only the one experience know how it feel. Sweet and bitter memories are parts and parcel of life. Friends during school days are the one we will remember and cherish. When ever I am alone there are friends that support me. In time of needs there are still people who can support you. No matter if we use to be enemies or the worst person at school. People changes and so do we.
Me, who would have known what I am 10 years ago is different from what I am now and what I am going to be in the future. You can see the smile but you never know what is inside. Life has thought me many things. You can enjoy but always remember there will be time you will lose it. Just do what you think its write. As long as it make you happy hopefully it can make other people happy too. Never show your sorrow to anyone because you never know when people try to take advantage out of that. So cheer up and keep smiling. We never know what is ahead of us but what we do today will determined what is going to happen to us in the future. Open a new chapter in the book of life. Fill it with beautiful memories and colour your life with amazing people.
Thanks to mama and abah for bringing me up this 18 years. I know I might not be the best, but I will try to be the best. Sorry for the trouble I had cause throughout my life. There is nothing in the world that can replace the love and time you gave me. I know I can be a pain in the ass sometimes. But that is me. I am who I am.Sorry again for everything. Not forgetting my sister whom I always fight with. No matter what you still the best. Thanks to all my aunties who were very closed to me, who I shared my problem with. My cousins, nenek, papa and all. Last but not least My friends from all over the world. Thanks for everything. And forgive all my wrong doing. Cheer up and Enjoy our life.
