Special Someone

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Ever since I enter KY the only I thought about is to change. Forget everything that had happen in the past and open a new chapter in life. The fear of never getting a friend still haunt me. The person who be my friend will end up hating me when they know the real me or they wont even bother consider me one.

     Then I met this daring girl who couldn't careless about what others thought about her. Very fun cute, adorable little girl. Try to get close to her but never had a chance to do so before. Well it doesn''t look like she wanted to be friend with me or anything. I also tried talking to her but we just couldn't find a thing that can make us friend. Well kind of like this daring girl but never dare to actually tell her that. Well when you just met someone you couldn't just go and tell her that. Right?

     But then I found away to actually get close to her and it changes my life. The person who knows me in and out. The person who has been there for me through hard times. The person I could always rely on. She will always be there. I know sometimes it hurts when she treated others in a more special way than she treated you. But you just have to learn to deal with it. As long as she still by your side it should be fine. Well I hope she will always be there. 

     Not seeing her make me think about her. When she is hurt I can feel it too. If someone hurt her I will hate that person. I dont know why? I'm clueless. We made a vow which is quite funny. But I'll keep that in mind. Maybe one day one of it could come true. The one that I am hoping to come true. But knowing her I don't think it will work. Because.....